Monday, September 26, 2005
eXaM FevEr
tis will be the last entry for the time being...as i need to study for my promos...wat a sacrifice...hahahaz...anyway...i will not be away for so long...duh...i can tell u wat will be my first entry abt when i'm back..."bYE byE exaMs CELebratIoN" !! HAH!actually, this entry will be revolving around exams...dUh...cos exams are juz around the corner...u r really blind if u failed to see the situation now...soooo intense...as if everyone is training hard to fight a bIg scaRy EVIL monster..aka eXaM...I thought i will only witness this scene during 'A' levels...haH...i was so wrong...promos is already terrifying me...ppl are mugging...skipping lessons...photocoping past year papers...restricting themselves from sleep and tv...omg...i really wonder if these are all necessary??? i am really scared...cos as compared to these hardworking chaps...i'm so so slack...it made me feel guilty tat i'm not putting much effort as them...frankly speaking...i really hate to be under pressure...hardworking is not a virtue found in me...cos i'm far too lazy...only things like tv and computer can get me going...hahahz...but i guess i juz like things to be slow and steady...study is no exception.after being in the system of education for 10 over yrs...exams has become a undying trend...esp in peak periods...it's a mighty "virus"...cos all students will have "exam fever"...symptoms will be those acts tat i mentioned juz now...of cos it's not as severe as dengue fever...but it's enough to drain our brain power and energy away...slowly...we will become slaves of exams...cos we are always suffering...i realised we will always shiver at the note tat "exams are coming...die...haven study"...it's like a reflex action...we get paranoid sometimes too...over-exerting ourselves with pressure...and get sick eventually...or even "black out" cases...our mind juz went blank when we saw the exam papers...i exprienced tat b4...but only half "black out"...hahahz...ppl say i am a lazy gal...which is true..but i juz find it tough to be hardworking...cos i dun really concentrate well...tat's y my results sux...ppl also say tat if u work hard...u will score well...i have my doubts for this...becos there are times tat i think i did work hard...but i dun get to see the results i wanted...so i was like so disappointed...it made me ponder if i did put in my 100% or i'm not up to it...ironically...sometimes...i did not put in much effort...the results were satisfactory...so wat the hell is going on...?haiz...many ppl had many ways to study for their exams...my method is damn unique...hahaz...cos u will definitely opposed my method...i actually study in front of my tv...on...hahaz...u'll be saying..."aiyahz...no wonder..how to concentrate lehz..." but i juz cnt live without the noise of tv...and no tv sacrifice for me...hahaz...but dun worry...i dun do tat all the time...most of the time is for doing homework only...hahahz...i juz hope the exam fever will be over soon...i am already planning post-exam activities already...although i will be quite busy after exams...i'm happy cos at least...no need to touch books and notes for the rest of the year...hahahahaz2.5 more days to my exams...ahhhhh...stress! had to hit my notes now...sayonara...be back on 7th October...hohohoho...oh ya...and wish me luck...need all the luck tat i can get...
tat's it at 1:58 PM